Two Roads, Two Ways To Say I'm Sorry

It is a time for an apology.
The time has come and gone but the words again are never sincere,
They are meaningless.

I'm sorry has no weight or merit when followed up with actions that will need another time for you to say,
once again,
just how sorry you are.

It is time for me to say, 
I'm sorry to myself for believing this would be the last time,
the time for redemption,
the time that will change the circumstances,
the time for never again has some how repeated.

Apologizes are now meaningless unless you can say it to yourself.  
For once, put your words into action and not just the false hope led by you that once guided my life.

Two roads, two different ways to say I'm sorry.